Tote of Clothes | Tote of Personal Items | Tote of Equipment | Backpack |
Suit jacket/pants | Sword | Scanner/printer | computer |
white dress shirt, undershirt | Snake-Eyes action figure(s) | Tool case | camera |
blue dress shirt, undershirt | Snake-Eyes skateboard | surge protector | computer power cord |
polo shirt | Chess Board | extension cord | camera power cord |
pair of black pants | PS3 | passport | |
pair of jeans | speakers | cell phone power cord | |
2 pairs of cargo shorts | phone modem | cell phone | |
pair of sport shorts | alarm clock | extra camera batteries (AA) | |
5 pairs of underwear and socks | camera printer dock/recharge station | sunglasses | |
blanket, pillow | MP3 player and cord | ||
grooming items | extra AAA batteries | ||
journal | |||
pens |
1. Do I stay in Seattle?
2. Do I stay at the Library?
3. Where do I go?
4. Why?
5. What am I doing with my life?
One thing I learned in the last year is that my siblings consider me stable. Even my mother agrees with that statement. And I find myself not arguing with the thought of me being stable. My soul yearns for that label to be wrong. This stability that others see is the act that I put on to hide. I am so worried about going crazy that I do nothing with my life.
As the past year unfolded, a wrinkle entered my life. A ‘wrinkle’ is not an adequate term. Something I had not counted on, entered my life. I fell in love, fell in lust, fell into an old pattern of obsession. Whatever the proper term or expression, this period of time that I requested off last year for reflection on my life has different priorities. Those things that I thought I would take this time off to think about, no longer has the same meaning that it did last year.
One major thing that I did not realize would change is the collection of toys. I am no longer interested in adding to or keeping my GI Joe collection. So I have been trying to sell them on the www.forums.yojoe.com I have been taking a lot of pictures of the collection. I have not opened the old boxes yet. I have been concentrating on the loose items I have bought since moving to Seattle.
http://picasaweb.google.com/jlbowen/GIJoe
This is where I am right now. I need to find some perspective on my life or something. I have been vaguely planning this vacation for years. Now the time is upon me.
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